It’s been a week since I put my video for ‘Tre Pound and Piece of Shit out… I wasn’t expecting such a good response. (I’ve learned not to expect much from myself). For real, I thought I would get like 2,000 views the first week and then consider killing myself all over again – Doing this shit professionally is like constantly asking to have your feelings hurt and dreams thrown into walls. I must love rejection and failure and never being good enough. The numbers and statistics of actually succeeding are terrible…. So those suprise successes are like fucking sunshine on my cloudy life. My video got almost 12,000 views on youtube, was shared by 1,750 people on facebook, over 60,000 views on ilovepwnage, and was posted by both R.A. The Rugged Man and Hopsin. It was featured in SO MANY BLOGS.. like Chicks On Powertrips, WildStyleMag, Frank151, Boxden, Mumblur , and Nutly.net. I really appreciate all the support. I asked for help and my friends/fans/bredgens really pulled through. Thank you. Don’t stop. <3 I really NEED you faggots.
It feels good to get a little recognition. I’m that fucking nobody kid. I’m that underground local artist who started making music in my basement and performing at shit bars in Edmonton. And I’m that struggling artist in Toronto who recorded her first album not knowing if she could even do it. Now I’m the next big thing in New York who gets a little more shine but is made to look like an asshole in her home town newspapers. Fuck it all.